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  • Waves

    Waves

    Anxiety hits you like a wave. I get this feeling of complete brain fog, numbness in my face. My teeth start to hurt, my mouth is watering as if the vomit is going to come up any minute. I can feel it make its way down to my chest. My…

  • Exhausting

    I have fell on my face so many times. I have lost friends, I have fought my family. I have lost relatives that I loved so much. I don’t speak to people because they have hurt me many times but when I finally shut down now I’m the problem. Shutting…

  • The D word

    The D word

    You see a beautiful view from the Empire State Building. I saw freedom, opportunity for escape. I said I was going to jump, he said no.  The words fell out of my mouth like a joke but there was a truth to it. I think about death more than I…