The Phoenix Pages

I have fell on my face so many times. I have lost friends, I have fought my family. I have lost relatives that I loved so much. I don’t speak to people because they have hurt me many times but when I finally shut down now I’m the problem. Shutting down and stop caring is the only

Way to maintain the little bit of sanity I have left in me. I don’t smile much, I don’t laugh. I cry more than I should, I don’t take many pictures, I don’t like pictures of me anymore. I don’t like who I have become and the demons I’m fighting on a daily basis.  I’m an extremely sensitive person and I pick up on everyone’s energy around me. It’s draining it’s mentally, physically and emotionally exhausting… I’m exhausted.